I can't feel anymore… Everything is dull now, nothing seems to be living it all seems dead to me, unmoving, like they are putting a mask on and doing a charade, to trick me, to make sure I don't really see them for who they really are. When I think of what happened I think of it as if it were a movie and that was the end, no need to worry, all is over, but that's not the truth… it never is, somehow it always drags on as if there was a big, heavy chain wrapped around my ankle connected to all of the memories, I rather not remember, its weighing me down, each day it gets heavier and bigger, making it harder to move on with my life. Sometimes th